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"   I have never regretted my silence. As for my speech, I have regretted it over and over again.   "
Umar bin al-Khattāb 
"   But I could never make friends again truly, neither in my heart nor in my head. When you cannot make friends any more in your head is the worst.   "
Ernest Hemingway, from A Moveable Feast
"   Say what you will about the sweet miracle of unquestioning faith, I consider a capacity for it terrifying and absolutely vile.   "
Kurt Vonnegut, Mother Night 
"   I wish to weep but sorrow is stupid. I wish to believe but belief is a graveyard.   "
Charles Bukowski
"   I have done bad things. I can’t take them back, and they are part of who I am. Most of the time, they seem like the only thing I am.   "
Veronica Roth, Insurgent 
"  

It’s never quite right, the way people look,
the way the music sounds, the way the words are
written.

It’s never quite right, all the things we are
taught, all the loves we chase, all the deaths we
die, all the lives we live,
they are never quite right,
they are hardly close to right
these lives we live
one after the other,
piled there as history,
the waste of the species,
the crushing of the light and the way,

it’s not quite right,
it’s hardly right at all.

  "
Charles Bukowski, Cut While Shaving